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Monday, December 31, 2007
Yes... finally to me but not to all others, year 2007 has ended. The start of a new calender has just began n there're alrd lots of well wishings n sincere handshakes to return to. 2008 will defintely be more ramblings for unprecedented events to come, probably busier n probably less lively to others. All in all, as long as one still hold on to the meaning of true zest of achieving ones goal in ur life, 2008 wont be wasted like any other years =) 2007 has been the most unlivable, the most un-prosperous n the most unique to me. Events of entering a new environment, the receiving of the horrid facts to the opening up of new personal ideas r all introduced. new knowledge, fresh thinkings n eclipsed experiences r all finished in 2007. As much as one isnt willing to be 100% acceptant of just discoveries, many did make me a better person. I figured tt if i follow what i usually pursue, follow closely to wad me n my heart wants, i will eventually =) u guys may not agree, but i belong to a determined group of sapiens. haha. Searching for it may be tough. but as u're working towards ur deem-impossible everest goal, n the times u feel tt why shld i even bother n take an easier route, do look back at the less lucky lot whu aren't able to even reach for theirs. or rather, look at ur past. do u want to make a difference to it or not. 2007 made me realise the ugliest truth of nature, but also made me taste the rare fruits of from-within happinesss. I just have to say ha! i been in both worlds n done both. haha tt's not self console, tt's just thanking the exisistence of truth. Yes i do feel inferior at times. esp the times words tried to put me down n maybe on other occasions i see how smiley ppl ard me get. i just wanna be like them. and den i realise. arent me as smiley as them alrd? or maybe was. =) spent the first few hours of a hopeful 2008 with my greatest pals all these yrs.. We've been chatting. Chatting abt the most brainless, to the most controversial, to the most wanted value of all. Love? haha. Im in no position to tok abt all these. But i realised how impt is it to leave most crappings aside just to sit down in a quiet room with the doors closed n fans on, sitting ard the bed tugging in and just chatting with friends can gain so much. for each other. I dunno how much my friends hear but i do hear lots of opinions ard. Kindof enjoy hearing all their stuff with the other better half. all my bimbos actually have a deep condolesence for love! muaha. Do the less protective ones always get the sense of insecurity so easily? Does the little testa n tricks they suggest in the r/s work? Wad if such tests backfire. Do you really need one reason why you like some1? wont u feel like it's dumb to continue with tt reason, or would u rather hear 'i dunno'? it's different for all. ppl r dumb to what they really want. Yes, they were rather satisfied with wad they have now...but they wanna give themself options! they wanna see maybe they have some1 more able to settle with. maybe they can find the all rounder. MAYBE. hahaha. c' on girls. give ur mates an option. An option to let them have u all their lives. Let them have tt one n only choice. Things r difficult in a r/s. Things turn colder n ppl get frustrated. to the pt where it's even taking a toll on you. this may not be wad u're looking for in live. tt's cos u've not consider the route to final =) or the aftermath of =) We all want to be =) make more =) to ur one.. maybe one day u realise ur =) actually all comes from the other ppl =) den whoa. u nailed life.  Cheers to all, yes everyone. may 2008 be way more kudos then 2007. all the best Posted by ChangYu at 12:27 PM
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